This Is Us.

R & R

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Tue, 15 Dec 2009 03:22:00 +0000

Not that I need rest and relaxation too desperately... I've been a pretty lucky gal not to have to work while pregnant. While rocky it may be, financial-wise, it's been unbelievably nice not to have obligations such as early mornings and long days. Kudos to those who do it... you rock.

The trip I took to Florida was kind of an unexpected bonus. Thanks to the credit left to use from our Australia trip, we decided to use some of it to visit family. With my third trimester almost here (yikes!), my window for flying is coming to a close. And, after choosing the week of my vacation, Chris was hired on at a new job and was to start the day I was leaving. I think my pregnancy hormones had something to do with it, but I was hysterical the day before I left. I cried just thinking about leaving. At one point, Chris looked at me and said, "I didn't realize you were so attached to me." I guess I didn't either!

So, we may have done more had he come. But, truth be told - I felt like doing nothing more than being lazy. So that's what I was. Lazy. My sister Holly didn't mind at all - in fact, much of our time was spent lounging around the house with the kids, not ready for the day even one bit (aside from being awake) and looking like this.Talk about yuck-ville. Good times.

The rest of the time was spent getting to know the nephew and niece I never get to see.

Robby: Loves music. Only rock music. Dances like a rock star. Is smarter than any three-year old, or most teenagers, I know. Loves to tell jokes. Major poser.

Not only does he make a sweet Bono, this kid sure knows what tact is. When at a restaurant for dinner one evening, I came back to our table after using the ladies' room. I will never forget the question that came out of his mouth as I arrived and sat in my chair. "Did you poop on yourself?" he asked. I have no idea what was going on in that kid's head, but I was still chuckling several hours later.

Next, toward the end of the meal, our waiter came over to check on us. Robby, who loves Michael Jackson and is obsessed with "Black or White," took the liberty serenading him with his version of his favorite song. "... You're still my baby, it don't matter if you're black or white..." Talk about ironic. Our waiter happened to be African-American. Awesome.

Bree: Too Funny! LOVES food. Loves her mommy. Starting to put sentences together. Loves to play with her brother Robby and ALWAYS makes sure he is offered whatever she has. Abnormally thoughtful for an 18-month old.

At the same dinner I mentioned earlier, Bree was not interested in waiting to eat. This was obvious as she grabbed any plate she could reach and yelled "FOOD!" as loud as she could. She ate at least half of the giant turkey leg Holly got at Disneyworld when we were there.

She loves, loves, LOVES her brother. She'll ask for a drink (or anything, for that matter), and when it's handed to her, her first word is "Robby." Wanting to make sure her big brother gets the same thing, she'll say thank you after it's given to him. She sometimes will "feed" Robby by shoving whatever it is into his mouth, whether he wants it or not. It's quite entertaining.

I'm lucky enough to have visited Florida several times before, but there were some firsts for me this time. I had my first gelati (a combination of Italian gelato and ice cream), and a shake from Steak and Shake (both delicious). I visited Epcot for the first time in Disneyworld. We visited some new parks as well, and you'd think it was my first time feeding ducks. Maybe it was, I can't be sure. I'd hold out a cracker, and they'd take a snap at it - only to back away when I dropped it after snapping my hand back. I was a total wuss.

Here are some highlights.

Robby and I at this awesome park called Crane's Roost
Me, trying (and failing) to feed the ducks. See the cracker on the ground? I yanked my hand back so fast he couldn't even get near my hand. Like I said... total wuss.

I just can't get enough of this girl. Check out those cute little legs. You can't tell in this picture, but she's rocking black socks here. Love it.

My first time at Epcot, looking super nerd-tastic.

The Disneyland castle has NOTHING on this one.

It's seriously magical, and my favorite part of Disney.

Me and Hol. I don't see her enough. I laugh harder with her than with anyone. We missed you, Heather.

Robby and Bree wearing the cute Christmas shirts my sister Heather sent. She's a better aunt than me... pretty sure I don't send them stuff.

Did I mention Bree loves food?

That sweet little Robby tried to avoid saying goodbye to me the morning I left. As he looked up at me with tear-filled eyes, he made my heart sink. I miss these kids like crazy. And speaking of crazy, the next time I'll see them I'll have one of my own!

Our Tree(s)

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Sat, 12 Dec 2009 01:22:00 +0000

Tree numero uno.

It's cute and little (and smaller than me... which never happens). And, it's real. We looked for our fake one in storage, only to remember that we gave it away... but don't remember who to. So, why not try a real one?

It was fun (for Chris) setting it up and getting it situated.
We put the lights on, put the star on top. I left for Florida on monday. Chris couldn't come because he started a new job, so it was his job to take care of the tree.

On wednesday or thursday, he informed me that he thought he killed it. He apparently didn't realize that he had to water it every day... and the next time he thought it, the base was completely dry. Oops.

When I got home, I filled up the base, but apparently the sap formed over the trunk of the tree, and it wasn't thirsty anymore. It was, in fact, dead.

Enter: tree numero dos:

I was visiting my sister and she was giving this beauty to the D.I. So, I took it off her hands. Forget the real tree. This was free, it's not quite as small, and we can't kill it.

Works for us!

Juno and Paulie Bleaker?

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Thu, 03 Dec 2009 00:21:00 +0000

Yeah, a little late... but keeping up on my blog hasn't been on my priority list for a while.

I know my stomach isn't nearly as big.... and Chris's colors are opposite. But, similar?

Either way, it was fun. And one of the most comfortable costumes ever, I might add.

Changes...

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Sat, 14 Nov 2009 05:53:00 +0000

There are several things that have changed in my day-to-day life. For posterity reasons, and before I forget to write them down, here are a few.

For one thing, I hardly blog anymore. Turns out being six months pregnant = no motivation for anything. And that, in addition to not having the internet at home, means that updating twice a month is good enough these days.

It's amazing how much I think about the baby boy that's growing inside of me. I'm not sure I've made it even 5 minutes without thinking about him since we got the positive test result back.

I find myself scratching, and caressing (yes, caressing) my belly throughout the day. It comes absentmindedly a lot of the time.

I'm paying attention to kicks more, and sometimes nudge him to feel even more. I spent so much time thinking about how weird it would be having something grow inside of me that I never gave a second thought to how amazing it would feel.

Chris has finally felt him kick a few times and gets excited, talking to my belly and asking Jack to kick more. I love to watch it. :)

Someone asked me, for the first time, when I am due. It was kind of nice. I'm hoping that won't happen after I have him...

It seems that, when I can, I eat every 2-3 hours. And, if I'm not hungry when it seems I should be, I get food ready anyway. Because when that hunger strikes, I need it. FAST.

It seems that he kicks more when I need food. Or he needs food. If that's a sign of what's to come, I'm in for a real treat. Of course, I know that if he's anything like his dad, I'm kinda screwed. The guy who eats more than anyone I know... I'm amazed he's not 300 pounds.

I seem to be constantly reminding myself that I will have a baby in four months. Yikes. I'm also constantly reminding myself that... um... I'm not ready. Not physically, mentally or spiritually.

Although I don't think I'm emotionally ready for a child, I feel an emotional connection to this baby. I talk to him, stare at the movement that is happening inside my tummy, and on rare occasion, sing to him.

He is constantly on one side of my tummy or another. It's become normal to me to look down and see my stomach completely lopsided. He likes my right side the most, I think.

I love the changes that are happening - and though it seems like everything is happening really fast, it's really exciting. I wouldn't change it for the world.

Timeline

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Wed, 28 Oct 2009 00:16:00 +0000

Five and a half years ago, I was here:

Sydney is one of the most beautiful cities in the world, on top of being one of the most unique. I fell in love with it the moment I stepped off the plane - and though I was only there one weekend out of the entire month I was in Australia, I instantly made it my goal to go back again someday.

One year ago, Chris and I decided to move there. To Melbourne, actually, where we have some friends who would help us until we were able to stand on our own two feet. We sold our condo, moved in with my parents, and started on our visa.

Eight months ago, we found a rockin' awesome deal on tickets to Aussie land, which we took the liberty of purchasing (only to find out later how drawn out the visa process really is... a fact we hadn't realized until after taking a chunk out of our pockets). We figured we could just push the trip back for as long as we needed to. No worries.

Four months ago, we read a positive pregnancy test... and realized our dream of Australia would be put on the back burner indefinitely (but also realized how great the new adventure before us would be). But, having purchased our plane tickets already, we decided to have a great 3rd anniversary in the land down under.

Three months ago, we moved into a new apartment. We were ready to have our own space, and we knew it was needed with a baby on the way.

Two months ago, I lost my job. And while we had saved up some money while we were in the 'rents house, we quickly used that up with our new rent and utilities to pay.

So... we quickly realized, with our savings dwindling, that although we'd be able to get to Australia, our funds would be low while there... next to non-existant. It was then we had to decide whether or not to go anyway. Deciding it was the smart thing to do and knowing we'd eventually get there one day, we decided to cancel our trip.

A week and a half ago was our anniversary. Because we take turns every year planning it, I wanted to make it at least a little bit special.... though nothing could compare to a 14 hour flight, the destination being half way across the world (which was the original plan). I decided, a little too late, to use destinations around the valley to make it seem a bit like Australia. The Daybreak "beach," The zoo, Outback Steakhouse, etc.

The only stop we ended up at was this one: The Sydney "harbor bridge" (the overpass on Wasatch between 4500 South and 3900 South). We watched the sunset and enjoyed each other, until the cold was too much to handle. Later, we went to Ruby River... we weren't in the mood for the Outback.

Belly Shots...

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Sun, 11 Oct 2009 19:09:00 +0000

This is me at 16 weeks (and looking rather happy, I might add).

This is me at 17 weeks (seriously not sticking out my gut). Amazing, isn't it, what a difference a week can make? I am now 19 weeks... and feel even more large, which is only a smidgeon of what I will feel, I am sure.
I always wanted to be one of those "cute" prego women who gain weight nowhere but their belly. To my dismay, that is definitely not the case with the girl pictured here. I want to say that it's quite amusing the way the rest of me (mostly below the waist) is growing as well... and while I know it's for a good reason, it doesn't quite make me feel better. While some women are lucky enough to wear the same pants they wore before pregnancy, I am forced to buy maternity clothes - which I will only be wearing for four and a half months. And force is, really, necessary. Especially for those of us who can't afford new clothes because we are trying to save every penny for the baby. And the maternity market knows that while we'd rather not buy clothes that will only last us six months (at the most), we have no choice. So, not only are we forced to pay way too much money for what we don't want, but some of us may not ever use them again. And if we do, who knows what will and won't be in style when our next kids decide to come. Sigh...

On the other hand, my sister in law just had her baby - and seeing the proud parents at the hospital and their new sweet little one was all I needed to get me even more excited for our little boy to grace us with his presence.

By the way, his name is Jack.

The Leaning Tower of Dishes

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Tue, 06 Oct 2009 02:41:00 +0000

While my days of dreaming about a dishwasher are far from being over, I'm forced to settle with this... handwashing. Ah, the joys. Rather than drying the first half before digging into the second (which just leaves me washing dishes far longer than I'd prefer), this is the result. A literally leaning tower of dishes that, miraculously, stay put (as long as I'm strategic with the way I place them).

I guess it doesn't look too bad in this picture, but I'm really surprised, not to mention thankful, that there aren't more accidents in my kitchen (knock on wood).

He's Coming...

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Wed, 23 Sep 2009 23:27:00 +0000

And looking rather cute already. We are so excited for our little guy to be here!

"It" is a he... and he wasn't ashamed to show us....

I'm amazed at how much they can see for something just four and a half inches long. I can't say how grateful I am for modern technology. Nor can I say how grateful I am to my friend Caley, who made this ultrasound possible for us. You are the best!

And, I was right. It does feel more real now that we know what he is. Looking forward to the next six months... hopefully I can see more of this tiny thing in my tummy.

It Can Only Mean One Thing...

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 19:32:00 +0000

Let's face it. I'm getting a little tired of peeing myself when I sneeze. And, while we're on the subject, why is it that when I have to pee and come even remotely close to a toilet that my bladder screams in protest because I'm not sitting on it?

Why is it that when I'm hungry, it's a matter of life or death?

Why is it that I cry at the drop of a hat?

Why is it that I have cravings for ramen noodles, of all things (so yucky... but sooo good)?

Why is it that it's getting uncomfortable to sleep at night (because I have to be on my side)?

I guess there can only be one answer....

For those of you who are unfamiliar with home pregnancy tests from the dollar store, two lines means what you think it does... I am 15 weeks (nearly four months) along now (as of Monday Sep. 14), my official due date March 8th. I'm having a baby!

It's all pretty crazy... but mostly exciting. To think of having our own mini Heidi or Chris puts a smile on my face... most days. I won't lie and say that I haven't felt the worry, fear and stress that comes with knowing our world is about to change drastically, especially with everything happening lately. Talk about high highs and low lows. However, I will say that now the initial shock of losing my job is gone, I've been able to enjoy myself at home - and find myself still busy. I also find myself wondering how moving into a new place and getting everything settled ever gets done when you work full time. It seems natural for me to be home, and though the money (or lack of) isn't our favorite part of it all, we're trying to get used to just one income.

I will say that this whole pregnancy thing doesn't seem real yet, although I've had a few appointments and a couple of ultrasounds already. We were able to hear the heartbeat at 12 weeks... which was unreal. It's amazing to see what they can pick up when your baby is so tiny! But, I'm not showing quite yet (that anyone other than me can see), and I haven't felt the baby move. But I think we may be finding out what we're having next week... so perhaps it will start to feel real then. For now, excitement is our main emotion... and luckily, it downplays all that worry, fear, and stress.

I don't have too many complaints, because I know it will all be worth it. I can't say it's easy to deal with who I am now, though - in addition to everything I named above, there's the fact that I can't eat chicken. Or turkey. Or beef... most times. Meat in general is pretty much a downer. I can't stomach sweets. I looove anything salty. It just happens to be that the only things I crave involve spending money... which doesn't help because we don't have any.

Luckily, ramen noodles don't cost much. Neither does mac and cheese... pre-pregnancy I wouldn't have given a second thought to these foods that don't do my body any good... but I find it very convenient that when taking care of my body is most critical, I don't want healthy. Except for veggies. Oooo, veggies....

My New Favorite Toy

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 02:52:00 +0000

We got one for our wedding - which will be three years ago next month... and we used it for the first time a couple weeks ago. Seriously, a must have in every kitchen. There are recipes inside the instruction booklet - everything from lemon berry sorbet to vanilla bean ice cream. Love it.

Happiness Is...

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 00:07:00 +0000

I'm convinced that happiness is something you have to make yourself. Though life can be crazy and throw you some curves you never saw coming, there are some things that can make you undeniably happy.

These things have given me a reason to smile... because, how does the saying go? If lemons are all you have to work with, you might as well make lemonade.

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Having a favorite dinner on a makeshift table (aka laundry basket) when you first move in to a new apartment.

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Getting flowers from your hubby in the middle of a crappy day at work

"Sorry about the job. Just remember I love you." - Chris

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A new haircut :)

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Seeing signs like this:

"Lemonade 10 cents

saving for my mission

10 cents"

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Making dinner for the first time in a new apartment

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Sisters.

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I do have a wonderful life.

Life's Slogan

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 22:04:00 +0000

While I probably should put on a happy face through my trials because they will "only make me stronger" (which I know is true but just don't want to admit it), I've just chosen to deal with mine the best I can. I cry when I need to (which is more frequently than I maybe should), pray when I need to (a lot), talk about it when I need to... and I can't help but think, all the time, about the messes I've been handed.

As much as I've thought about elaborating on my "poor me" list, I've decided against it. Whining (for the most part) is not what I'm about. And, on the other hand, I'm positive these aren't the first occurrences of these particular situations. To me, yes. But I'm sure there are countless numbers of others who have found themselves thinking, "what now?" after being attacked from every side with obstacles that are "good" for them and wondering what's next. And, on the other hand, it definitely could be worse. But apparently, when it rains, it POURS. And I'm still not ready to welcome it.

Things will look up, I'm positive about that. Perhaps, things "looking up" will mean just dealing with it the best I can, and praying I'll get through it with some help. I know I'm surrounded by great people that are here for me (thank you to my friends and family, especially to my sweet husband who's been there for me with a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. I love you and love that you care about me).

For now, I guess I'll just be waiting for something else to go wrong... because, as of late, life has seemed to enjoy handing me chaos-filled situations and saying,

"Have a crappy day."

The Robster.

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Fri, 14 Aug 2009 15:30:00 +0000

My sister's son Robby, I'm not afraid to say, is a genius. His obsession with letters started around 18 months or so (maybe sooner). He knew all of the alphabet, along with their sounds, and even started to spell words, gaining quite the vocabulary at age two.

At age three (now), he happily replies, "I want to learn!" when asked by his mother what he wants to do on any given day.

His obsession recently has been states. Once he learned them all, he moved on to state capitols (he can name them all... which I can't even come close to doing). Next, he was on to countries. He started with South America, learning all of the countries within the continent, and their capitol cities. His room is covered with maps of the world, and his punishment when he does something wrong is to take them down, which will make him cry more than anything else.

Unfortunately, I don't see him much. Holly's family lives in Florida, where the plane tickets don't come cheap. I am grateful for modern technology - computers, blogs, web cams, email, and the telephone. Holly fills me in with the details when she can, and there have been a couple of recent "Robby-isms" that have stuck with me. This kid is a crack up.

He has overheard his parents say that he is a genius, but I'm not sure he fully knew what a genius was. However, the following statement made by him suggests otherwise.

Holly (paraphrasing): "Robby, it's time for you to take a nap."

Robby: "I don't need a nap! I am a genius!"

He also has an impeccable memory, and loves music. Holly has recently shown him the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air rap, which he will watch over and over again. After learning part of it, I give you another reason why this kid is just too much... and much too cute.

Holly (on the phone, away from home, talking to Robby): "Hey buddy, how are you?"

Robby: "Good. I miss you, mom."

Holly: "What are you doing?"

Robby: "Just chillin' out, maxin', relaxin', all cool."

Not only is he a genius, he apparently has the wit to match. I'm thinking he probably got that from me. (I really just wish I was that cool.)

August Reading

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Mon, 10 Aug 2009 16:02:00 +0000

For those of you who read and liked the Host, I have to apologize for the fact that I never finished it. It had to be one of the most boring books I've read in a while... and so, I had to surrender.

I decided to move on to a book that I've had on my shelf for quite some time, waiting for me to finish that darn Host. I can't tell you how much better it feels to look at the book you're in the middle of and want to read it... it makes all the difference in the world.

The book this month will be The Pact: A Love Story, by Jodi Picoult (same author as My Sister's Keeper). The description is below, for anyone who might be interested.

Until the phone calls came at 3:00 A.M. on a November morning, the Golds and their neighbors, the Hartes, had been inseparable. It was no surprise to anyone when their teenage children, Chris and Emily, began showing signs that their relationship was moving beyond that of lifelong friends. But now seventeen-year-old Emily has been shot to death by her beloved and devoted Chris as part of an apparent suicide pact -- leaving two devastated families stranded in the dark and dense predawn, desperate for answers about an unthinkable act and the children they never really knew.

Better Make It Weird...

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Mon, 03 Aug 2009 19:18:00 +0000

The tradition with TJ's and my birthday went to a new level this year with his turning 30. Because 30 is quite the mile mark, I wanted to make it extra special.

Since I can remember, TJ has had an obsession with Jell-O. Any color, any flavor. Any time.

While brainstorming something creative for his 30th, it was Chris who suggested that I fill something up with his favorite treat.

This is what it turned into.

A cooler, fun size candy bars, money... and, of course, the Jell-O.

I wrapped the dollar bills in plastic wrap and Chris helped me pour the Jell-O in with the money and the candy.

We added some change in...

And another layer of Jell-O on top. To our dismay, most of the goodies below floated their way to the layer above... and the vision I had of him digging through to find the good stuff (which, at that point, would be coated in orange and lime-flavored goo) started to disappear.

But, I wrapped it up nice, and waited until the rest of the gifts were open before bringing it out.

I think he liked it.

He still dug through the cold layers to find the money, at least,

And even took a mouthful of it. Mmmmm.... I think a fist full of Jell-O actually was on his wish list this year.

And, the end result was... pretty. I call that a success.

No Way...

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 16:09:00 +0000

While picking a friend up from the airport on Friday evening, I stood next to two chauffeurs who held up signs for those they were waiting for. I hadn't read the names on the signs, as I was slightly behind them.

I had only been waiting a few minutes when two women arrived at the bottom of the escalator, one of them reading the signs aloud, sort-of matter-of-factly.

Woman no. 1: "Mary Murphy and Nigel Lythgoe... really...?"

Woman no. 2: "Who's that?"

Woman no. 1: "From So You Think You Can Dance.... you know, the show on TV."

The other woman was drawing a blank, but it was at this moment when I really understood what the first woman was saying.

Me: "Are you serious?" (while checking the signs for proof, and finding Mary and Nigel's names printed out on each one.)

After trying to call a friend and my sister with no luck, I stood with my camera turned on, and waited for their descent down the escalator.

What seemed like 30 minutes was probably about 5, but then they were there... and I did my best to get some good shots, and pretty much failed, miserably.

When they arrived at the bottom, Nigel headed straight for his sign, wasting no time. I barely snapped a shot as he was walking away... and clearly, it was not a very good one.

Mary, on the other hand, came right over to me and the above mentioned woman no. 1, who had stuck around to see them as well. The minute she approached us, I could not believe how much she towered over me. She had to be borderline 6 feet tall, without heels. I think I mentioned this to her (regrettably... as she obviously gets that a lot), but she had that perma smile on her face and was more gracious than I would have imagined. As these two fans doted over her, she voluntarily said, "Well, let's get a picture, girls!" I was grateful for her surprising kindness. It's something I won't soon forget.

It was Pierce Brosnan I saw last time at the airport... I wonder who will be next?

Guess I Wasn't The Favorite That Day...

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 15:50:00 +0000

While at Lake Powell, my six-year-old niece took on the liberty of painting our toenails as we all cringed a bit at the sight of them. Smeared and multi-colored, we watched her enjoy herself, and, as a result, felt happy that she was so happy.

Enter Lance. As he always does, her three-year-old brother wanted to do what Cessna was doing. I got lucky... he happened to choose the clear on my toes. My cousin Maddie didn't get off so easily. Her silver toes ended up looking like one big nail when he was done with them.

After he did the same to my aunt, and spilling some on the floor in the process, I told him it was time to put them away. He looked at me with a blank face.

Me: "We'll get them out later, ok? You did a really good job. Let's put them away now."

Lance: "I don't like you."

Hmm... guess I can't make everyone happy.

It. Was. Hot.

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Fri, 17 Jul 2009 23:13:00 +0000

Luckily, the water was the perfect antidote to the scorching-hotter-than-105-degree weather. And so, the water, along with the burning sun, made the perfect combination for the tan I worked on (that I think I achieved. A colleague at work asked me how I felt being black).

It was a week of relaxation... and that's what we needed. Here are some highlights.

Chris proved he could blow the biggest bubble...

And my dad proved... that he is purely awesome with his peace necklace.

Me... well, I wasn't great at that game...

Of course there were the water sports...

This was dragged behind the wave runner. It spun out of control whenever it turned.... and though I didn't try it, I'm pretty sure I know how it would've gone with me in there...

This toy - the G6 - was the biggest and best new toy this year.

Turns out that it's actually quite useful turned upside-down as well.

King of the Hill was played nearly every night on this thing.

Chris decided before the trip that he would give himself a mohawk. So, that he did...

And set out to change the boat, one mohawk at a time....

here he is with my cousin Mitchie.

He even talked my nephew Lance into it... though I'm not sure Lance knew what he was saying yes to at the time.

Too cute though. Too cute.

I even fished with Chris... and it wasn't so bad. Didn't catch anything, however.

Good times.

Looking Forward...

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Wed, 08 Jul 2009 22:14:00 +0000

We're heading to Lake Powell tomorrow afternoon... for those of you who don't know, it's my favorite place on the planet. Nothing like laying out with a good book, swimming until you've grown gills, and loving the crazy water sports.

Plus, I get to spend the week with this kid and his cute face.

Pretty sure I could just eat him up.

Didn't Happen

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Wed, 08 Jul 2009 20:19:00 +0000

So, my attempt to read two books in July didn't work out for me.

For those of you who haven't been reading the books I have, I highly suggest you read My Sister's Keeper. Jody Picoult is an unbelievably incredible author.... and, this was a book I could read again and again. Other than some language throughout, it's a read I think anyone would enjoy.

I have started The Host and will make it my July read, for anyone who'd like to join me.

Gotta Love It.

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Mon, 06 Jul 2009 23:21:00 +0000

When I say "it," I mean the humor old folk have, without knowing it. Those over 50 that cause you to think about what they just said... and then laugh about it.

Case in point: I was at the dollar store yesterday (which, by the way, gets better and better the older I get). In line ahead of me was an older man who seemed to assess me for a moment while the cashier was ringing up his total.

He turned to me and said (paraphrasing), "Now, I appreciate what you're wearing."

I paused for a moment to look at myself. A t-shirt and jeans, flip flops and a ponytail covered by a hat wasn't exactly an outfit to be appreciated... if there ever was one.

He continued. "I was out at the airport the other day, and I could not believe what some of these people were wearing! Now, what you have on is really refreshing."

I thanked him and told him he was nice for saying so.

"I'm just an old man telling the truth," he said. Then, after a few moments, "It's like Rocky said to Adrian, 'you're gonna break a lot of hearts out there.'"

.......Um ......?? That one took me off guard.... all I could do was laugh. And, once I was alone, laugh even harder.

Orderville Canyon

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Wed, 01 Jul 2009 21:41:00 +0000

While down south a couple weeks ago, Chris and I decided to hike Orderville Canyon (similar to the Narrows) in Zion National Park. A one-way 13-mile hike, it begins outside the eastern boundary of the park and ends at the Temple of Sinawava in Zion Canyon.

Here we are at the beginning of the trail. My in-laws, bless their hearts, began their day at 5:00 that morning and drove us up a windy canyon road to this point, where we started our trek (about three hours later).

Because we didn't have a four-wheel drive vehicle, we walked the two-mile trek to the beginning of the hike.

It was surprisingly green and full of life on the trail, though...

Here we are at the top of the canyon...

...before heading down the steep (and I mean STEEP) trail ahead. This picture doesn't demonstrate my point... but I was surprised I didn't slide down more than I walked.

There was still quite a bit of walking to do before getting to more of the surrounding rock, but there were little bits along the way that we explored. It was so cool!

I couldn't believe just how big it was!

There were several places where you could see what floods have done. Everything is pushed downstream and stacked against something. Some were on the small side...

And others were incredibly large in comparison.

I loved the views we had while walking through the narrow canyon.

A snapshot in the middle of the hike

Chris, at doing what he does best.... being cool.

There are several large obstacles within the 13 miles; only two of which have a sure way to get down with webbing. All others required creative thinking and strategy on our part to make it into the large pools of water below, some of which are deep enough that require swimming.

This was the first one. This one had hooks for webbing (where a LOT of trust is placed... they don't look like they'll hold much), so we were able to get down fairly easily.

Of course, then came the water.... which was another obstacle in itself. You could say it was a bit on the chilly side...

What it looks like from below.

I made it!

Random cool shots... this place was unreal.

Thirsty? Yes, I was. And, by the way, I think camelbacks are one of the greatest inventions of all time, as far as hiking supplies go.

We saw lots of little "critters" along the way...

A few times my feet were literally stuck in the mud - and didn't come out easily. It was everywhere.

Some places were so green... it was so beautiful.

Climbing down the only other obstacle that we used webbing on.

I'm so hard core.

Despite our happy faces in this one, we were shivering. Did I mention the water was chilly?

The result from not dodging a rock when jumping, rather than stepping, off another rock. Not good.

This was after we had just swam through the water and had no sun on us for a good 20 minutes or so... I think the entire 20 minutes were spent shivering.

But when the sun did come out, it was worth it. So pretty.

The last two miles feed into the narrows. It was so pretty, but we were ready for the end. Believe it or not, we didn't see one person during the seven-hour stretch of that hike. We weren't exactly ready to run into a wall of people that just kept coming... and it happened to be the hardest part of the hike, on top of that. It might not have been if we hadn't just spent seven hours in the canyon, but we had. And we were ready to be done.

13 miles and 8 hours later...

We hope to do it again soon.

Cedar City

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Wed, 01 Jul 2009 17:07:00 +0000

Over the weekend, Chris and I headed to Cedar City for his family reunion. It was perfect weather, and there was quite a good turn out. As always, there was excellent food... that of course, we ate too much of - and an auction, where we spent too much money.

We ended up with some blackberry syrup (that I am dying to try), an old rake head (that actually is really cool), a picture of the family ranch, and some I Love Troy High School Musical socks. The latter was my favorite buy. They were only a buck.... and truly, I do love Troy. :)

Most of the time was spent visiting and relaxing...

Literally. Chris and his dad catching some Z's...

Me and my sister-in-law Aubri

This darling little lady is Chris's great-grandmother, Ramona Munford. Born in 1912, this 97-year old sweetheart has great health, a great smile, and looks like she's 70. I took the time to ask her some questions about being around for almost 100 years. She has a remarkable memory and was happy to share her thoughts, and I was amazed as I sat back to watch others chat with her as well. She has an exceptional ability to make others around her smile. She seems so innocent, though she's known more life than anyone I've ever known. It was wonderful to get to know her a little better.

The money made from the reunion auction went toward repairs on the family ranch. I hadn't ever been there, so we took a quick trip to look around for a couple of hours.

Warren View Drive - Warren is the late husband of Ramona, who I mentioned earlier.

The original cabin was the one on the right. They eventually built the one on the left, though it's not much bigger, for something more "roomy."

The ranch is fully equipped with:

An awesome stove from who knows when...

(which I look great at... in case you can't tell)

A wash basin next to the one bed, located in the loft - that I'm not sure still gets used.

An outhouse,

(located a few yards away from the cabin...)

a play "house" for the kids (or adventurous adults),

a natural spring...

...which Chris made me drink, straight from the flow... but it was cold, crisp, and some of the best water I've ever tasted.

And immaculately gorgeous views, everywhere you looked.

There are countless names carved into the barks of several trees throughout this small grove.

Chris also took the liberty of carving his name into one of them...

Or two of them...

Or three. There could have been more... it says on this one he was around in 1912... silly kid.

I loved watching Chris as he reminisced about his childhood days. It was here that he walked and spent countless hours looking for rocks and fossils - which is what his grandpa loved most.

While walking back to our car, we realized just how terrible of a parking job we did... though, there weren't any specific areas to park to begin with. It was amazing we made it as far as we did.

On the way back, however, because the road was extremely uneven and bumpy, we lost a part of our bumper while hitting one of those bumps too hard.

Luckily, it snapped right back into place.

On the way back, there were several breathtaking views for photography opportunities. While my camera isn't the greatest, I took full advantage.

We have a family trip planned at the ranch in August. I'm excited to spend more time there... and maybe get a few better pictures of the scenery!

Sewing

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Wed, 01 Jul 2009 15:35:00 +0000

I decided to start a sewing blog... it's nothing too special, but it's just something to document the things I've been making. Unfortunately there isn't much up right now, but hopefully it will get updated more frequently as I make the time to work on more projects!

fabriconmymind.blogspot.com

There is also a link down below the pictures on the right.

Crossed Off My List

noreply@blogger.com (Heidi) — Thu, 25 Jun 2009 23:37:00 +0000

This afternoon, when Chris called to tell me that Michael Jackson died, I immediately hit the web and searched for a source... after, of course, my initial reaction being that of shock. After chatting with my friend Tami at work, who loved him as much as I did, my sweet husband called me again a while later and asked, "are you doing ok?" In answer to that: yes, he was, and still is, my favorite of all time... but I don't think I'll die from grief.

However, I have to strongly disagree with ABC News, who labeled the music icon "the self-anointed King of Pop." He was anointed the King of Pop because he truly was... the world loved him. I believe Michael Jackson set the bar high enough that I'm not sure anyone will reach it. He was the greatest performer of all time, and after today, attending one of his concerts has been, sadly, crossed off my bucket list.

I'll never forget this moment below. After NSync had just put on an incredible performance, Michael took it to a new level at minute 3:56.

This so called "self-anointed" king will be missed.